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yippppeeeeeeeeeeeeee giveaways!!!!

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Solstice's Yuletime Raffle Giveaway (5000 points)

this guy is being super cute and doing a give away of 5000 points . The give away is purely based on luck and hence worth a try!!!!!!!!!!!!
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love and other drugs....

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Love is but one of the best ways of self destruction...

How many times have led ourselves so bare that someone could scrape through our emotions?Love doesn't have a basis .... it is devoid of logic. It gingerly creeps in through the the corner window we left open ... stealthily peeks into our life through that half ajar door... and all we do is  wave it away..

Its all about the timing and the chemistry.. you might have the chemistry but timing might play her pranks...

To say that love makes the world go round would be foolish and insulting to all the physics we learnt. Only a fool will say that love is just happiness...but yes when it happens just go with the flow..  you might be unlucky a couple of times..it might get difficult after sometime...



but then again everything worth living for is.

 AND LOVE IS WORTH LIVING FOR.
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the specs that complained

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My eleventh grade English teacher(yes i know the correct phrase is teacher of English) had once given us an assignment. It was something given according to the guidelines of the syllabus. That assignment happened to be story writing. Two sentences were given and you had to write a short story . Well that assignment seemed easy to me. Being an ardent reader of literature (and by literature i rule out Chetan Bhagat. No offence. I love that man but hate his works) I was hopelessly creative and romantic. So i spun a tale. Nothing extraordinary but i poured my heart into it. As the plot proceeded the story ended on a rather escapist note. It turned out to be a sad love story.
After i read that out my teacher jumped from her chair and rushed towards me. she kept harping how morose it was .. how hackneyed my language was... how sad it was to see such a young girl write such a gloomy story. Well !that was it . Such a blatant end to my rather non-proliferated story writing career.
Yes! ma'am maybe my story was morose... maybe it failed to feel the classroom with the kind of vibrant joy that you hoped to find in your student's writing. but tell me now why is it that, that most stories which have sadness annealed in it happen to gnaw at our heartstrings so much? Tell me why in spite of your patronizing remarks I saw that girl at the corner of my classroom silently weeping?

Tell me once more why should be my story the way you picture it? 
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hubris

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There are these times scattered in our conversations, when you complete my sentences. You say something that sums up my emotions. Your words feel like those lyrics of a song that happen to express my feelings better than I can.

You say I am yours. You remind me. You remind the universe, as if the universe will stop spinning for a moment and be awed to hear that : just one individual belongs to another...as if the universe will be bereaved ...as if she will conspire to get me back.Its so funny that you seem to realise my worth at times when that seems so impossible for me.You stroke my insecurities , calm my demons , hush my fears. You put me at rest,, calm my heart thats ever so bugged with overthinking.

You say that you love me. You say it like a whisper . You say it loud enough just for me to hear, when you are just with me or when we are out in the world.The little girl in me screams because she wants you to shout that out from rooftops. She wants every living soul to know that she belongs to someone..



But she fails to understand what constitutes your universe.

She doesn't know that it is far from what geography has taught us through the ages.


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predictions and matters of the heart

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There are these astrology magazines predicting about love, detecting who the love of your life might be. I would always want the name of my match to start with  'S'. But it seldom did. Maybe i had the presumption because i used to date guys having 'S' names. I prayed that the astrology books would falter that by some spur of cupid's activity I would have some kind of love life to brag about because when we are adolescents it's all about fitting in with your peers. But for me , the braces beering , chubby girl it was hard to do so. Guys wanted the prettier girls and i don't really blame them. I counted my stars .. hoped a talisman would work its miracle but what was not meant to be would never exist. Never! not again! these endless cycles of forced love and the fruitless pursuits....

Now looking back I realise maybe I wasn't ready. Maybe instead of forging my destiny with 'S' i should have taken a step back.

'Cause you would come when you were supposed to eventually but surely...






p.s : yes ...I am happy .. my inner goddess is literally doing summersaults. ;)Adorable Girl Anime Emoji (My kawaii plushie) [V6] 

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